haa. i've gain weight. sad sad. i wanna slim down. i feel so fat. ob.... i hate that feeling. i was hungry. but i don't dare to eat maggie mee. only drank a cup of milk. arhh. i hate my fatty waist. and that freako thighs. everywhere also fat fat de. i'm lazy to go gym. i've no determination to eat less. i've to patience to see my weight to go down day by day. i'm impatient! i want the fastest way out! needa a great survivor kits now. don't tell me not to eat this nor that. can't i simply can't resist the temptation. haa.
i need lots of care and concern. i need someone to supply me with that. i don't want to believe in fate. cause if i choose to. how long am i gonna wait? haa. i'll hunt for that guy someday and give my best shot. haa. kidding la. singlehood rules. at least for now. my friends are mostly single. can hang around with them. and it's sure nice to be with them. i can shop and play and have fun like nobodies business.
i hate exam. this semester i think i gonna flung badly. i can't concentrate at all. i've ask myself why i can't stay at a spot for long and just study. but i can't figure out anything. television are my great company this few weeks. food are my best pals. computer is just like my oxygen and i need every moment. oh man! it so horrible. even though i got nothing to do online i still log online. and wait for someone to talk to me. haa. yeah. simply wasting my own swit time. if only i can switch that attention to my books. i think to score well this semester would be just a piece of cake le ba. arhh! someone save me!
there's so many things i wanna do after exam. go shopping. lazy to state all sia. too many la. :p
i saw shannen nick. read his blog. he seems sad. dunno why i got that very urge to cheer him up. so i went to yahoo! to look out for ways to cheer people up. and i found this webby so cute. so i paste it for him. and it works. wow. i'm impressed with myself. i feel so happy that i'm able to cheer someone up. unlike cha. i try to cheer her up with words but she still seems so sad. that makes me feel sad too. cha! cheer up okie. we'll go and play next fri! okie? don sad already. forget it. u'll have better future. i better guy is awaiting. cheer~
